Just not each other.
ICQ in the words she told him. You do not want me. Everything you say is a lie!
It was the last time he met her online.
old chairs in the cafes, the computer revealed that he Juanji and pale white face. Eyes is a lonely broken. Used in the other she appears to see through the blue haze of smoke that the small dark image will suddenly flashing.
he never told her a message. Perhaps he wanted to be with her to say something. Fingers touch the keyboard great, he felt the fingers to become stiff. The keyboard is cold.
so fast, has snow. He looked at the white snow under their feet, printed string of a string of footprints, size is ambiguous. Looked up to see a woman hugged came by. He suddenly had a feeling of warmth. The dark, their faces are blurred. It should have a warm smile.
boarded the bus bound for home. He knows he is still lonely.
and when she knew the summer, but now winter. Already off to a brilliant sun. He remembered those who break under a sun shade, and to know the calls of birds. I remember he liked to listen to them, listen to her, her day usually trivial thing. She told him there on the computer. The sun through the thick foliage, you can see your face; on my face, to feel your warm breath, are like a gentle touch help.
the dim light the night in the city is full of temptations, but also study how he can not, then happy. Smile is bright, his breast is warm. Feeling like there've never been the same.
12 months, he was prepared to the house he was able to make a living company.
amiable face with the boss is a middle-aged women, like the wise man has the outline. You should have a good rest, the past six months you have been tired, but all have to continue, is not it?
are grateful he has been down and out of trouble in their own help him. Although he is a friend to go through the interview and the boss does not know he was facing difficulties. But the relationship between the demand. Well remember who he is. This he never denied himself.
He sometimes on the face of the computer program, will wonder whether they can get back lost share the passion and ability. He did not at the edge of the body inside the business climate will be exposed sharp eyes. Noisy and crowded society, his heart was too simple and plain. Reckless life,bailey UGG boots, calm and fearless bare pair of eyes.
He is a soft, angular man was not from the heart of Ayutthaya to stay quiet in the house all day and do creative, listening to saxophone or piano, on the balcony of the sun, take off your shoes, roll reduction in the wicker chair, watching the stories, until his handsome face shiny red sunset.
hand he finished the last program, and transfer their work well. Or firm to the owner of the resignation letter on the large units, duty-bound to leave from that gentle smile.
not cleaned up anything, alone out of the company's door, the door that Sassafras was a transparent glass doors. He is always in the water when the water cooler through it, they saw the crowd and the crowd rushed the vehicle sped away, there in the beautiful night lights.
bike ride to work when he did not take the 211 road, but with the family in the opposite direction by 9 Bus. He wanted to be a stop along the way, the square has Tiehua stools and white dove of peace. He thought of his smiling children there, and the soft grass under the shade of a tree. Lying on top and enjoy the warmth and unreal time and beautiful story. Sometimes an afternoon, sometimes a few minutes. There are many middle-aged night to the dance. Put very old songs, taking the old dance. One and one, one and one. Happy and relaxed with a smile. He looked at them. Really so simple you happy.
small novel. You should be working, you do not do well, but you are always trying to escape and denial. I do not know in the end lay at the heart of what kind of knot.
he saw little in the words of the Email only brief smile. He knew he matter sorted out as the only good friends little main reason is that she is a smart woman hacked sensitive. Ability to grasp everything and to control yourself, type and can only, not to hurt in the attack vital, but gentle touch.
but he does not love a little, and little emotion he felt like a family kind of between. Short Story will wait for him until he became one husband, married again.
him to eat noodles in Lanzhou, bought a bag of camellias. Did not carry a cell phone.
he went to the cafe, hidden hanging ICQ. He did not know what to say to her that if she encountered.
small. He gave a small write-back Email. If you're not that smart I will love you, I'm afraid I want to look up a person to wear, so I can not hide. Lose their jobs can go to find, if they lose a loved one can also find individual instead of it.
he suddenly eyes closed. The song is Wang Fei headphones. Not open to his lips, has been hurting each other, dating did not settle down, do not want to look forward, not hanging up phone, feelings have perished, wait you are a butterfly, comes and goes fast too. Give me a hand, depend on you, give me a eyes to see you leave. But like a butterfly flying sea. Who bear no blame. Moment for me, loved you so much, give me life, give you leave. Can not wait for dawn, waking dream we are free.
cold green tea so that he seems to be a strange feeling of excitement, feeling what have become so light, loss of weight.
wait you are a butterfly, comes and goes fast too. He told the little lyrics. I have never been in love before, but feel the pain of lost love,cheap UGG boots, like, I think I started with her is a never ending.
little, I was rejected in love.
he went to the bathroom wash, hot air, he took off his coat. Been listening to songs,UGG boots, has been smoking. Did not know whether it should be nice to yourself or to give her a little more happy. He knew she did not love herself. He is just a position to listen to her gossip's Friends role.
you can trust. She answered him why he told him everything. Because you are wet and cloudy, and you do not believe anyone, you will not get anyone to trust you in your world, locked the door, alone, sad and happy.
told her he wanted to be. Now you can come in, you are willing to join you.
but he knew that she did not love him. She does not belong to his world.
as before no one loves you, you can go to choose to accept a lot of love. Remember her lost love when he said words to comfort her.
when leaving bars. Began to snow outside. Wuhan is very little snow, the snow this year, it seems more special. Should perhaps be a snowman in the roof, like a child, as it is fitted with a smile to the face. The eyes are white, not sad.
month later, he went to Computer City, configure the computer. If you do not love, she has a lot of money. If you do not have much money to have their dreams is good.
little is calling us that afternoon. She said that sometimes we should not think too much, so will be tired, sometimes we could not think of too little, for it to survive in the world, you are considered clear.
Yes. This side of him on the phone to tell her. If you get tired and how to do it to survive.
he heard her laughter. You are smarter, some old out. Him in the computer stores, sales lady looked at him in the side. He was sorry for her smile.
I did not mind so much, I just want to be happy if they can live if the thing is to do what you want.
Well, I hope you do so to taste. A little hung up the phone.
his heart he repeated the words a little. Ends well. Happy they will not do so. He was a little early to tell. My dream is to write a book. And then to travel on their own royalties. And then write a book, walk on the road. Xiamen, Nanjing, Shanghai, Beijing, Tibet, Lhasa, Egypt, Africa and so on. He went to the place a little laugh are different. They laughed on the phone. Yes, buy a computer, he thought he should write a book for their own serious one shot.
no money, you can eat very simple food, and Xie Gaozi living. He held computer. Bridge over the Yangtze River when the car is already night. Night on the river like a TV screen dream picture. He leaned on the window and gently closed his eyes.
fact, his insomnia is very early, just broke out in the present only. He began to sleep all night, listening to piano music in the audio, played over and over again. Richard Clayderman - a dream wedding, the girl's prayer.
These are she likes to hear.
a good cry and he wanted to return,UGG boots cheap, but also how Liu Buchu tears. His body weak and strong character tormented him. Night, he always saw his standing in the dark, looking at his soul. He found his soul is broken, the eyes are so empty. He began to drink a lot of liquor, smokes more violent the. Two packs a day, rarely eating. Hungry on the bubble of instant noodles, and biscuits.
computer can not write a word, and sometimes tear their hair by hand. As no cure serious illness. Turn off the phone, like as with the outside world, sleep has become a way he treated his illness. He put all talk to her records of the day and format it into the computer. Late at night to see them. Only see them only when they feel a little bit of warmth, and feel alive.
turns out that life really is fragile, it is likely to die at any time. But those who want to go look at your place, they feel life is really powerful, a little unreal dream will be able to sustain it. Life is a game only you, whether the person withdraws from nothing, whether the person reaches the end of it to get everything.
One day he went to wash your hair, beginning to see their hair loss. A bunch of a bunch of startling and shocking. The original, the original life is people can not control. As aquarium fish, survive, and to only change your life, let their lives to adapt to the game environment. He thought that if he is a fish, there will be a lot of fun, because they are only 9 seconds of memory. So simple. Simply happy.
she is still not online. He sent her a lot of cell phone text messages. Fragmented language, the words of my heart. He sent her text message said. We have snow this, but unfortunately can not accompany you to see. He also told her. So on television saying that you cool down, and to wear more clothes, cold feet do not play too late, long sleep. He also told her. I miss you, not lie to you, I would not say good to hear, but I hope to warm your right hand. I know I am dark, moist inside, looking at your eyes, you know, I was able to forget everything.
He told her a lot of text messages sent. He did not receive a reply. The computer screen in the cafe, he pulled out his cellphone, still feel very warm heart. He gave little
Email Road. Love a person really is painful. As long as she had thought of the pain will be very happy to see the way she used to be very happy, when she said, they would feel warm. We love the original too much care when a person's hands touch the warmth of her body sweet feeling. Now I suddenly realize that love a person can use hands gently touch her heart that is the real warmth and happiness. Maybe we lonely, and two lonely people together the same will be more lonely. Because their hearts are lonely.
he went home early, because the New Year. He began to talk with their parents. To accompany them to see Chinese New Year party. Parents Xiaoping Guo. Late at night, he also insomnia, no tell their parents. He heard his mother opened the door, put a blanket for him. Clean room. He began with a smile. He loved them. He thought. Parents never been in love with him. It is their own way. Has ignored a lot of valuable things.
New Year's Eve night. He opened the phone, sent her text messages. New Year greeting to a playful message. He did not think of her reply is received, he felt his hands are so warm.
he said to her. You finally remember me, thank you, I received your blessing has been harvested, the New Year, to be happy and smile.
He remembered crying when she broke up, or did not cry. But language is not sad disguise. She is really sad the bar. But at least not for him. Ling-hui is honest, but he lacks the character finally get some slack did not give her words of comfort to others. Eventually he did not help her through her painful period of time. He really wanted her to happy, happy every day, smiling. He understood the pain of that loss. Can not put into words.
little to give him a phone call. She jokes to him. Almost a book of it, I remember I autographed copies. He also smiled.
he told little. Before I decided to write a book because of forces. Not anymore, it is just my dream. I will not give it up. I will have to write. Out not to publish does not matter to me. Because the forces of mind with a can do things their own dreams to return to feel tired and depressed.
he said. Listening to the sound of New Year's fireworks. Thinking, this is the difference between dreams and ideals it. I was watching fireworks.
little loud on the phone said. We also put this, but did not see.
He looked up at the window. The dark night sky, the fireworks were beautiful and gorgeous coloring. So beautiful, so beautiful. Unfortunately, it is so short. He looked at those fireworks, the sky is still feeling lonely.
day sleeping. He used to leave some time on the computer with the words struck. Some do not plot blank trivial text. But he really started to become happy.
hedgehog Maybe we are just as lonely and want warmth. When heating each other when the other's been stabbed to sting. As we hugged each other when the invisible face, but it is separated by so close. So we separated by space, looking at each other, able to feel the warmth of the other body. How to each other are close to each other, because we are cold and lonely each other.
so sometimes, with only a pain, able to feel separate from each other's happiness. Like we do not like a hedgehog, to hurt each other, heating ... ...
long time I wanted to say something to her. Remember she said to him, could you point me to write the text. He said some other time to write to you. Now he has a lot of time, lots and lots of time, do not know what to write text to come out of her. When the crime of silence together, perhaps with the thought in the separation pay it.
he drank water, but no longer taking the pills. Turn off the computer speakers to hear the noise inside and gently closed his eyes. He thought of the mind. Hoping to sweet dreams.
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