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 So bored ~ so bored and I find that really good boring. Every day, so too boring boring. Write something then? Even do not know, every day Dual front of the computer looking at the lovely QQ, think you mean. open QQ me a good sad, so sad, and perhaps never can change it all the `poor find themselves really good, why does life so often ? day a mood, 365 days, every day, a mood, and who would come to understand me? the game, I seemed to be very happy very happy, maybe when the is indeed a wounded bird, was brought up by a very big damage, and perhaps these should not be written in the inside. but do not really write this so sad inside my heart, I want to say there is no place to say it ~ good intentions count, why do this to me, the same people, why not so happy people happy even then, maybe he is very special now! I Really Want to leave my call home, but I do not know where to go, what places I can survive? Maybe I was too young now! really can not think about what I am today! lost good confusion in front of really good, and I'm So say you live happy than I, living in less trouble than I, thought is really a mess, so heavy! strict on me, and I rely on myself. I remember that time I just went out, 16 years old 16 years old I went out to play in that year, and perhaps did feel good to play the whole play ~ 3 years, 3 years see more, see more, feel no meaning. In this 3 years 1 did not return home, no family and who to contact before, do not want to. In the second half of the time I was 19, his family told me to go back, I considered a full 1 month, and finally rented my own house back, and moved back to their homes, only to find back home is wrong, I prefer a person outside their own, so at least do not get so upset! know me, and realistic understanding of my people know me how? though I was 20 years of age, no one said I am 20 years old, regardless of appearance and reality of thought far beyond most people get married! may be exaggerated metaphor people! hey ~ ~ do not think so much, and now still like the days of quiet, calm point, but really The difficult person I really want to calm down ~ I'm forced to go out!! I thought for a long time, the year I went out and back over 2 years, 2 years, I do not know how to be changed again? I finally the 16-year-old to 19-year-old center pull back 3 years, and I do not want to go back! see their friends can say is the best thing to come out of it ~ one by one for 4 years have passed, over the past 3 years out a one all the time really good fast ~ but not yet 10 years out, that is my best friend, who wherever he goes with a lot of ancestry, a lot of entertainment to so many did not, Oh maybe that when not to go, maybe now I Yishi millionaire warm, maybe to see friends will not believe this could be the fact it is so `! is go back? Or from the choice of path? I really confused! although sometimes out of playing touch and see the past, people, should I used to, but I still refused. to answer that one, some other time! tell you of the most sad thing ~ I do not go home since the age of 16 do not rely on any point in the family, do not ask for that, you say I feel pretty happy Su Su poor, I admit that so long time I had a very good, indeed there is no trouble, did not lack a source of spiritual materials and money, but I not to be happy. Now that even with all the poor can be no happiness really good! do not want to write, write it without my readers what is the point, this feeling, this environment is not a real person to read the experience of no use as Zhang white, like nothing else burned out ~